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BUSY!   
08:16pm 22/05/2008
 
mood: busy
Off to Copenhagen for a mates birthday for the weekend so I have been running around doing every thing last minute. As usual :D
 
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its offcial today sucks   
08:26pm 18/05/2008
 
mood: enraged
my car engine blow up at 55 mph near buckie. cars probably a write off, despite not crashing it.

So tempted to have a pint, not sure what i want more a pint or a fight.
 
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ONLY VIEW WITH EXTREME CAUTION!   
10:44am 18/05/2008
 
mood: amused
Warning; Please ensure u r not drinking milk or have a mouthful of any other beverage/food stuff as what ur about to view may well cause a spray like effect through hillarity from possibly ur mouth and/or nose.

U were warned!


I would hassen to add I did NOT select the pose, that was my good friend(?) Craig

Told u it looked like the front cover of some errotic novel lol.
 
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At day at the movies   
10:48am 12/05/2008
 
mood: hot
yesterday I went to see both Doomsday and Ironman

Ironman was awsome, Doomsday, not so much, but the lass in it was stunningly hot.
if anyone knows a phycotic ass kicking lass, who is game for a laugh and looks that hot, point her my way, I'm collecting them.

PS i hate summer.

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Sigh   
09:45pm 11/05/2008
 
mood: thoughtful
Im a bit worried about this girl in question.
There has been too many occasions where she has said something and then later changed it or flat out denied it ever happened.
Latest where I know she was going to the cinema 2nite so I asked her if she was going with her boyfriend as if he was off work I would go to the pub in works in for dinner. She told yes he was off and it would not matter anyway as i could go in any time. i responded with call me crazy but i would rather not spend time in the same room as a guy who has on at least 2 seperate occasions declared his wish to kill me. throw in the lies he has been spreading and im a little sick of the sight of him.
She said he has NEVER said that. and asked where i heard that from.
before I could respond with my txt she sent me another to say thats an awful thing to say has he is a great guy.

So as yet no response to telling her it was from her own mouth.
I am worried that she may actually have something wrong.

It would certainly go far towards explaining how she forgets how many times i have proved my self to her and how many times he has fallen short of themark, or done something nasty and been forgotten about.
As i have said before I really do think she is caught up in some fantasy about this guy.
 
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sweet   
11:07pm 21/04/2008
 
mood: excited
Hellboy II is looking pretty good. Very much a Pans Labryinth feel to the nastys.
 
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Last sat   
10:43am 21/04/2008
  Thxs to all those that came. It was a hoot. :D  
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Bummer   
09:26am 16/04/2008
 
mood: sad
spent last nite doing nothing, did not realise Japanese drumming was on. :(
 
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Birthday   
03:57pm 14/04/2008
 
mood: lazy
Well so far I have had a early morning, watched the reaping, went out to my mothers to look after the dog as she is away and now watched one of my favourite movies, tremours.
Just having a nice relaxing day doing as little as possible and taking my time doing that aswell.

Looks like I will try again for a nite out.
So, here goes.

Tilted Wig, 1900-1930, Sst 19th.
 
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Also   
06:19pm 12/04/2008
  My phone is a ass hat.  
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CANX   
06:14pm 12/04/2008
  Due to a lack of confirmed availability 2nites plans have been cancelled.  
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Sorted   
09:09pm 11/04/2008
  Right, thats it sorted as only one person has asked for a preference that I can actually do.

My Birthday night out. Sat 1900-1930 kick off, a quiet night, in the Twig.
 
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That time of year   
09:01am 09/04/2008
 
mood: complacent
Well this monday coming I turn 31.
Thinking about a few drinks Sat, possibly Blackfriars, Twig or Moorings for about 1930.
Im not really that fussed, so anyone who wants to attend and has preferences feel free to comment.
 
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This made me laugh as I have down it, minus the pimping   
10:40pm 04/04/2008
 
mood: amused
http://www.aglassandahalffullproductions.com/?campaign_id=cdm01#/trucks/watch-ads/90-seconds-ad/
 
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Absence   
12:41pm 15/03/2008
 
mood: cheerful
Hey all, I was quiet for so long as I have had nae bloody internet for 3 weeks. Fixed now. :D
Things r good, I have given up chocolate again and going strong at about 2-3 weeks. I am no longer denying myself it, I know feel I just need it like I kinda felt i did b4 as it was like an addiction. The weight has been falling off me as I kinda lost my appetite as well, Im eating better now, however I dropped about 1st- 1 1/2st, about 8kgs, 14-21lbs.
Life is peachy.
 
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A mile stone   
05:39pm 27/01/2008
 
mood: drained
Been a little down lately. A few things not been going quite as I had hoped.
My mother ans sister were supposed to b coming around to pic me up so we could go and look at family portrait pics to decide which one we wanted as we had a whole heap done last weekend. However they came early and surprised me. So my sister started asking all thses questions as to why i had not done this which i had, then goes through the list of really condesending well have u tried this kinda stuff. ended in me sinking low and wanting to throw her out and my mother telling ME thats enough when i was defending my self by telling my sister i no linger wished to have this conversation. so my sis told me she no longer wants anythig to do with me in her life and storms out. My mum still tries to get me to go with them but i really dont feel like seeing my sister at all so i decline.
later the strangest thing in my life happens. My sister actually apologises by txt. This is the first time in 28 years i have ever wittnessed her apologise for anything.
We r meeting up for lunch 2morrow.
 
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BLOODY GARLIC!   
03:59pm 23/01/2008
 
mood: Set Upon
i was just reading through the chinese cook book I got for crimbo and 90% of the dishes have garlic in them, just seesm to b puddings and vegitatian dishes that dont.
 
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Today   
08:42pm 21/01/2008
 
mood: happy
got form for signing up with new docs surgery, payed in cheque to bank, met mum for lunch then spent the rest of the day with the girl i really like. as it turns out she and her boyfriend r trying to make things work although she told me she was sick fed up of that. I let her know that my friendship has no price and if she wants to get making attempts with her boyfriend i will give her all the support she wants as a friend. Also that she should imn no way feel pressured by me. i told her everyone deserves a chance at happiness. One of these days i may even get around to my happiness.
that did not sound right, i am happy, just lonely.
All well i will keep anyone thats still interested posted.
 
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HUNGRY!   
12:53pm 20/01/2008
 
mood: hungry
just back from getting our family pic, they make u run around and do stupid stuff. it was kinda fun. just realised i have not eaten for about 24 hours so off to the shops i go.
on a side note. does anyone else feel slightly guilty when they r either confronted by or told about someone they do not find attractive who finds them attractive? Just me?
 
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Progress   
10:11am 20/01/2008
 
mood: hopeful
So yesterday about 1500 I get a txt from the girl I really like to invite me around to her place, (a location which she had taken pains to keep secret), for coffee.
I went around about the back o 6 and we sat and had t. Had a wonderful talk, spoke very openly and candidly. However I never broched the subjet of her current statis in so far as whether she was single or not. I wanted it to b just a no pressure talk in a quiet enviroment which it was. I'm more attracted to her now.
I was very open with her including very sensitive issues. They no longer hold the crushing power they used to hold over me as I have addressed them all however still some tenderness and a little vunerability. She went a little way towards recipricating.
Any way gotta go as im getting a family portrait done.
 
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